Tag: rant

  • Lack of Follow Through

    The apartment is cluttered and needs someone to take the trash/recycling out.

    What did I do today?

    • finish the May 2 Tim daily, PWS email; posted it
    • created both a daily version of Music Essay 2 and an attachment version
    • figured out how to get back in Searching Within blog and posted numerous daily to the blog, posted one page
    • reviewed Pandora account and listened to Nickelback and Keep Holding On
    • bagged up one 33 gal bag of garbage
    • constantly watch gmail to see if Jim would write
    • put the plush horse back into his plastic bag
    • constantly watched Amazon order page to see in today’s orders had arrived
    • texted Janet for straight pins and asked if she would pin my fleece pants, hem so I could shorten them
    • scheduled an interview on Keep Safe Care Direct, but person didn’t contact
    • took lots of notes and scrapes of writing and entered it chronologically into master journal for 2026; deleted out of date writing files

    Why did I not go to the pool?

    • anti superpower – feeling stubborn-can’t make me go if I don’t feel like it
    • keep watching Amazon orders, really want to see if I liked the products
    • want to just keep writing
    • lonely and hated the idea of driving by myself to New Berlin
    • discouraged that the jets would not be working

    Do Next

    • organize all the returns for Amazon
    • research how to send Nike shoes back
    • send TomboyX swim short that don’t really fit
    • review the counts for sword Tuesday night
    • practice 4 saber moves
    • study materials for LifeOS