Asking for the open Wednesday crisis slot equals giving up Friday regular appointment equal major fuck that… sure I guess if that’s what I have to do.
- Anxiety about further conversations with PWS is causing a great deal of anxiety; solution is to not pick up the phone when he calls.
- Need somebody important to tell me seven times that I’m doing the right thing.
- Scheduling desk asked if I wanted them to send a message to my provider to give me a call back? OK “you mean CTK right”, she said “yes.” At least that moment I had a half smirk.
I’ll see my provider on Wednesday unless we have a chance to connect beforehand.