PWS – 0
Sleep – increased
Jim – new email; YEAH!
Core Ball – balancing resumed, improved 1:10 min
Factor75 – disappointing, forgetting to eat, halved weekly shipment
Pregabalin – AE increased dosage. 50mg daily bedtime + 25mg multi/day.
The “hamster” – Badger, the GP, making progress on a clean leap through tire jump.
Reclaiming my space – BM hired to help again. Cute guy who does good work and unknowingly co-regulates. Will it work second time? Whatever, get stuff done = good.
Mattress/boxspring – Gone, for hefty fee.
Janet – deep sigh about my new hiking boots. She says, “why do you need new boots, you never go outside anyway?” WTF! Madison slushy sidewalks, deep snow in No. WI.
Max – I want to throttle the cat because he’s always hungry. I am getting woke up at 3, 4, or 5am. He wants a midday feeding at 2pm.
Work – slowly climbing out of huge slump of non productivity. I take little time off all year, I am now scrambling to schedule time off to prevent unused leave going poof at year end. Fridays off = Tim in morning, rest of day able to obsess over what I did or didn’t learn.
Snowboarding – verified can I? PT CO says possible; real or not real. Real.
Chris Williamson – video about embracing smallest of joy. Resonated.
Feeling – there should be dire consequences for anyone who puts up plastic or inflatable lawn decorations for the holidays; nail biting is no longer in recession; social anxiety high for attending GDS on Thursday 12/4.