{"id":136,"date":"2025-12-08T12:01:23","date_gmt":"2025-12-08T12:01:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/searchingwithin.com\/wordpress\/?p=136"},"modified":"2026-05-08T15:08:18","modified_gmt":"2026-05-08T15:08:18","slug":"framing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/searchingwithin.com\/wordpress\/?p=136","title":{"rendered":"Framing"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Thinking about your &#8216;doing things on purpose&#8217; framing. I&#8217;d argue what I&#8217;m actually doing is things on-spec. A slight alternative to examining ROI beforehand. HVZ volunteer work was investment with 3 gambles: (1) can I physically endure, (2) will I manage social anxiety, (3) will I meet anyone interesting. None guaranteed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Getting what I want or things going my way = temporary depression cure. (Kinda like a GTD specifically for depression). Tuesday: Mountain Dew caffeine (after multiple days of abstinence) + shower + TK session + \u201cgetting my way\u201d on multiple items in afternoon = positive brain chemistry cascade. Each win made next risk easier. That&#8217;s when action becomes possible. Can&#8217;t manufacture that state on purpose. Is purposeful action something I can learn to generate vs. something requiring the right chemistry\/conditions?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Particular example. After our discussion about my emailing HVZ coordinator contact, my action generated positive result. Coordinator said, yes, she could send my contact info. He contacted me. I stumbled out a generic reply. Repeat? Rinse? No idea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I guess support team, advice category, this round: therapy=1; AI=0. ie: Your encouragement made the difference.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So, f*ck. I decided that I had a hard limit that I wasn&#8217;t going to email you anymore, but I got flustered and changed my mind, at least for this minute. I can\u2019t help it: favorable brain chemistry generates theoretical debate that requires immediate posting \u201cto the aether.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Thinking about your &#8216;doing things on purpose&#8217; framing. I&#8217;d argue what I&#8217;m actually doing is things on-spec. A slight alternative to examining ROI beforehand. HVZ volunteer work was investment with 3 gambles: (1) can I physically endure, (2) will I manage social anxiety, (3) will I meet anyone interesting. None guaranteed. 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