Dark out. A day of ultimate isolation. Did not open the front door, did not open the patio door, and did not even enter the bedroom. I could step out onto the cement patio in t-shirt and jeans, and barefoot just to feel something. Similar shock as a cold shower?
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When you\u2019re feeling really really crappy and nothing people say is soothing\u2026 apparently there is a magical phrase that would help but it\u2019s a mystery, even to oneself. What\u2019s the name of this situation? And of course, even worse when the someone is imaginary.
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It was a special kind of day where there is absolutely no todo list, the day proceeds, and as something inspiring causes attention, there\u2019s follow-through, but there\u2019s no plan, no expectations, no ultimate goal except to live through the day. Like for example you never put on a todo list: take out a new roll of toilet paper and put it next to the toilet or take the empty Mountain Dew carton out of the fridge (now it would\u2019ve been really something if carton had been torn apart and put in the garbage).
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Core ball balance, all-time best. Accomplished a lengthy amount of time with 12 points of contact; it\u2019s fingertips, not palms, this time, slowly stretching upward, activate the back and glute muscles; at one point, one hand was resting lightly on a knee.
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Downloaded photos from camera and iPhone. Organized such subjects as Thanksgiving and Hop Garden.
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Months have passed since the curiosity was first launched: I still don’t know the purpose of the 3-D printer.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Dark out. A day of ultimate isolation. Did not open the front door, did not open the patio door, and did not even enter the bedroom. I could step out onto the cement patio in t-shirt and jeans, and barefoot just to feel something. Similar shock as a cold shower?\u00a0When you\u2019re feeling really really crappy […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[26],"tags":[35],"class_list":["post-164","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-processing","tag-dst-tk"],"yoast_head":"\n