[About meeting Tim for the first time at his office. A poem about adrenaline induced tunnel vision, which lead to a multi-day panic attack].<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It’s not enough time.
Getting cold, wool blanket is upstairs
Stuck, sitting
Don\u2019t feel. Don\u2019t feel.
Crying could be elegant, if without stuffy nose
In Escape but no escape
Garage, stuck, sitting
Drive home
Sunset, rear view mirror
New, on sale, $14.77. Black leather band. Here, on a rack, watch face is shade of purple that matches my hair and bezel nearly matches my carabiners. I need to pick one and fix it, or just buy a new one. Dead collection of adulthood. Every wristwatch in the jewelry box needs a battery and a new leather band. I want a watch.
Distraction. Don\u2019t feel. Don\u2019t feel.
Physical pain is the near perfect substitute for the \u201cbeing stuck\u201d kind of pain
Travel the long way, like maze
Shopping, will push through the pain
Escape=ability to go-stop anywhere
I\u2019ve stayed too long
Tim walking away
Being stuck, as a feeling; it\u2019s not a place
35 minutes. Don\u2019t feel. Don\u2019t feel.
Crash. Don\u2019t feel. Don\u2019t feel
Sitting, waiting; stuck in park; no start
\u201cThe way out is the way in,\u201d Motley is right
Desperately needed reinforcement of the familiar, valediction
Asking makes a hand offered; soothes the guilt
Transgression
Wanting Levi to rescue me, but trying to be small
Quiet fear
Avoid really looking at Tim
Awkward thoughts
Office Tim is not video Tim
I\u2019m too much. Say too much
Did I do it right; do what I wanted to do?
Slide through merely pieces
I want Tim to know who I am
Space, smaller than the camera
Wi-Fi anxiousness solved
Twisty-turny ma\u017ce
It’s not enough time.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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