{"id":58,"date":"2025-11-17T12:01:26","date_gmt":"2025-11-17T12:01:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/searchingwithin.com\/wordpress\/?p=58"},"modified":"2026-04-23T05:06:04","modified_gmt":"2026-04-23T05:06:04","slug":"that-was-mean","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/searchingwithin.com\/wordpress\/?p=58","title":{"rendered":"That Was Mean"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Philip called a multiple of times with the goal: status of deposit on book and to locate paperwork for his savings account. I never completed my script (my wellbeing, his wellbeing, let\u2019s keep talking just not about wanting to move in, I love you). He cut me off early. 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Even the simple facts must conform to the unchanging pattern. Why is this topic continuing to get my characters? I resent that. Reality: great deal more to say; difficult feelings and plans to process.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>After much deliberation, I purchased multiple storage (duffle bag style) containers with zippers and handles; I want him to have ease to search through later. Now, to pack. Philip knows I\u2019m packing. \ud83d\ude41<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Feeling: enraged, deep sigh, despair, long for logistical closure<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Philip called a multiple of times with the goal: status of deposit on book and to locate paperwork for his savings account. I never completed my script (my wellbeing, his wellbeing, let\u2019s keep talking just not about wanting to move in, I love you). He cut me off early. 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