{"id":81,"date":"2025-11-28T12:01:15","date_gmt":"2025-11-28T12:01:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/searchingwithin.com\/wordpress\/?p=81"},"modified":"2026-04-23T21:03:54","modified_gmt":"2026-04-23T21:03:54","slug":"loving-the-escape","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/searchingwithin.com\/wordpress\/?p=81","title":{"rendered":"Loving the Escape"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Everything that happened\u2026 before leaving to up North:<br>&nbsp;<br>Win = Picked up Ford Escape Wednesday night<br>Win = Within 10 min in Madison, I learned that I KNOW how to drive; not driving Philip\u2019s shit bomb, reminded me how much I love to drive. Power: results in no fear to merge, transfer lanes, make turns from a light or stop. Comfort: sitting up high to see the canvas and no pain entering\/exiting.<br>Win = shopping at REI for a pair of hiking boots. 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