Because Tim is pressing me, for months, to take “credit,” I am begrudgingly offering Tim the list of things which may be considered amazing growth since Philip moved out:
- Perform multiple activities related to “reclaim my space”
- Initiate invite to dinner
- Attend SPARK seminar
- Reach out for anxiety meds
- Resume old unfinished therapeutic exercises
- Re-engage with journal organization
- Introduce AI into daily life: e.g., Claude, Purpose, or Pi
- Reconnect with PT exercises
- Explore HVZ volunteer opportunities
- Complete LB to LB
- Design an overarching goal
- Create a list of steps to make goal happen
- Start budget management
- Buy Escape
- Join PC membership
- Run tiny experiments
- Establish routine to combat fear
- Avoid sand filled core balls
…what is missing? Was there more? The list is getting longer simply because I like making lists and analyzing data. And of course, I reserve the right to disbelieve this entire admission on bad days. Perhaps I can sit and just quietly pretend to believe. I can’t think of one thing to add to the list prior to PWS move. Ah, Tomato Plant Conversation!
Hoping list will make Tim happy [no, instead Tim will squirm or groan]. Need genuine embracing of giving/taking self credit. Too much my life has instead been emotionless acknowledgement of completion; a ghost like, poor cousin of credit. Taking credit and recognizing success is entangled in the senses of sight and touch. If you can’t see it, can’t feel it, one’s character has a gap.
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