[Abridged]
- I never should have asked in the first place.
- The music essay was immensely more than just about music.
- Why was I trying to find deeper connection with people where I was never going to be friends?
- Severely angry about breaking the rules.
- No mention that I did a clever serial thing with the daily; the splitting wasn’t exactly easy. // why am I looking for validation for something stupid?
- Wanted credit for refraining from a attachment; the restraint wasn’t exactly easy; now none existent.
- Understood: People can have wide range of music tastes.
- Understood: Same song means different things to listeners.
- I lost touch with music when I no longer had my Ford Ranger nor my membership to Princeton Club.
- A Nickelback song on the list. One that was already mine. The irony: processing, sends me straight into tears.
- There is an emotional backstory on what Nickelback means to me.
- And now how to keep my Nickelback sadness out of the new weight training? “You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness.”
- This all feels like such a cosmic joke. The irony. Not a full circle; maybe a split ring.
- Will want to consider how to take advantage of Escape stereo.
- But, I will want to invest in headphones to add music back to training, question?
- Will the system automatically drop Friday? :::sigh::: Makes next wait, long.
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