Tag: DST-TK

Bedford Crossing parking permit hand tag and garage door opener. How long have I had the Escape? I haven’t picked up my stuff. I drove to my physical therapy appointment in the blizzard but I couldn’t go get the stuff for the new vehicle.

Instead. Today.

I thought I knew the location of the property office. I had been dreading the errand because there’s lousy parking by that building. But it turns out when I compared the address in my text message to the place I showed up at, the property management office isn’t there anymore. I needed to take a look at the map.

Traveling on University Avenue in mid-morning. There are a lot of people crossing the streets.

Reading the street numbers and driving is more than a little frustrating. Once I identified the building I needed to go to, due to the median, I had to go down to the next street light and turn around. My turnaround on a tiny off street was definitely not elegant. And then once I got to the building, I had a little bit of a “no you go, no you go, no — go on — get out of the fucking way” pedestrian who wouldn’t keep going along the sidewalk so I could pull into this weird tunnel to get to the parking area.

Inside, no one at the reception desk. Luckily someone called out asking if they could help me. I explained what I needed. He looked a little confused at first. Then he looked for something and he found it. There was actually a blue Post-it note with my name, hang tag and opener. I could drive home and start my work day.

Escaped through the drifts to see Cynthia Monday morning. Considered the snowy trek a more thorough test drive. Not letting this winter day be an excuse to derail operation Body Health/Rebuild Muscle. Ribs are near healed. I was coached through my full weight training routine. Actually I received extra attention/time due to being one of the few who showed up.

Tim directed me to ask AI for the Four Steps to Building a Routine. I did. Turns out Claude says I’m already doing better than I thought—many of the steps are already in motion. One missing piece: a wall calendar for tracking. Rather than X’s, I’ll use short codes to log what activity, when, and where. I’ll need to track down an appropriate Sharpie out of the art chest. Over the weekend I stopped at Half Price Books and found a 2026 calendar for $1.06. I chose penguins. Exactly appropriate for a blizzard Monday. Showing Cynthia the calendar was worth every cautious, snow-covered mile.

The November drive north in a rental Escape offered some winter driving experience — but different vehicles, different snow, fresh nerves all the same.

Jon, the Ford salesman, sent me a post sale inquiry. The email was still inbox, unanswered. Finally, the weather offered the perfect prompt for a one line reply to him about my snowy test drive. My positive report won me a cheer.

A calendar check off activity the penguins will witness is a complementary Princeton Club personal trainer session. I will investigate InBody assessment.

I went to two different concerts.

Back To The Future – The Musical on March 12, 2026 – Overture Hall at Overture Center for the Arts. JC and I had seats in row G at the very top. The climb up and then down the stairs was a workout. Sore knees. Doug played guitar; he had been practicing for months. The part I most looked forward to was Marty (Doug) playing Johnny B. Goode.

Candlelight: Coldplay & Imagine Dragons performed by string quartet on March 14, 2026 – Monona Terrace – Lecture Hall; I went alone. Unexpected I saw Brady (TaskRabbit) with his wife. He was so happy to see me, gave me a hug. At first I didn’t know him, dressed in a wool gentleman’s coat, and not work clothes. At the end, I was surprised to learn the candles weren’t fire.

Tickets were purchased way before impulse “entertainment” of looking at cars. Of course I’m worried the reader is going to criticize my spending habits when I have a new car to pay for. I want to justify the tickets by saying that I’m doing things. I’m not just sitting at home.

Things I feel like I should report back to Tim about. Tim is my person. I don’t really have anybody else to tell. I tell Cynthia stuff but immediately I feel sad because it’s another person that I pay to listen to me.

Probably Liz is telling me not to bother. But I don’t listen. Yet, why am I telling TK?

Something about it feels good, feels necessary.

Note written in the after visit notes, “…seems likely that she was not able to celebrate the success of this big purchase as much as might be useful.”

The day I drove away from the dealership, I felt quiet with a mood as drippy as the subtle rain. I was glad I didn’t need to use the wipers. I had only learned the right lever a few hours before. The sappy mood may merely meant I was severely tired after the three hour process of talk and paperwork. Maybe an anti-climactic feeling present? I was being turned loose with a single key and Escape. Then the some what unimportant thought: wanting a new, special key chain interrupted. Especially how the new keychain needed to be exactly right, feel right, look right, be mine. Immediately criticism for being sentimental and focusing on the least important thing of owning a new car.

I was making a head list of everything that needed to happen next:

• Call apartment manager for parking permit hang tag and garage door opener and pay the opener deposit
• Arrange parking payment
• Sit with owner’s manual: learn the most important controls before needed
• Finalize Princeton Club membership length (1 or 2 years)
• Make first visit to the resistance pool
• Determine the go and go and go plan
• Know Escape is free of any Focus baggage, but ownership responsibility seems bigger/different
• Calculate degrees of scared about handling the “next”

I knew I wasn’t in big purchase bliss.

Waited perhaps six months for conducting my home sleep test. Picking up the kit, reading the directions, and connecting all the contact points was easy. Following the vet’s approved cat preparation, i.e., how to reduce Max interference, involved two pokes down the throat with sedatives. No biting nor scratching resulted. 🙂

Biggest disappointment was the key component of doing a sleep test is to actually sleep. Most of the night was filled with wakefulness.

Fun fact: a drugged sleeping cat is heavier than a normal sleeping cat.

On the way back from dropping off the sleep test kit, I took a few moments for the first act of making the Escape dashboard and controls mine. Feedback to Ford: the instructions for fixing the clock belongs in the quick start guide. However, that information is not there. Switching to the owners manual and taking a glance at the index: c for Clock? Apparently the time control is not indexed as Clock and clock is not time. I now see: you must know that clock is categorized as a setting. Read the steps and three boops later, I have sprung ahead.

I suppose now that I’m all grown up with a “real” vehicle, I should drive—as instructed—to the apartment management office to pick up my own parking permit hang tag and garage door remote. I suppose it is silly to ask them to drop the items off when I do have personal transportation. Suddenly “drive self” means calculating how and where to park at destinations.

The metaphorical shifting sands of change have affected schedules and roles. The literal shifting has affected balance. Literal is hurting the worse.

The difference a day makes. One day is not singular, the truth commands to three. Two are gone. Keep the third by invoking the sneaky shortcut: send late when the monitoring is done.

When passengers switch to owners… suddenly navigator becomes the prime role that needs a quick tutorial. The hyper-vigilant scanning the road and surrounding areas becomes exhausting. I want a better, personalized, chain for the bulky fob and regular keys.

My last vehicle had manual window cranks. “Pull up, push down” is the mantra now to remember how to run the window controls. Up and down means close and open. Similar to the scrolling direction on the computer, specifically, the “natural” vs. “traditional” setting.

The play: test the core ball with the sand stabilization feature. The first conclusion, stay off the unfamiliar and untrained until the near cracked ribs can heal. Rubberized safety surfacing does not create bounce.

Deep breathe meditation needs finesse.

Tim said that sometimes it needs to simply start with putting on your shoes.

Saturday morning. I’m putting on my AF-1. Packing my gym bag, in order to escape to the club of princes on a ruby red mechanical mount of 2018 forging (just 255 gold pieces per moon—only one key to the kingdom). This mount snacks on garbage/recycling so I must juggle carrying my own bags with an offering before I depart the cave to start my morning journey. I will need to speak to… the Guildmaster? Not the bar keep. Someone qualified to accept my pledge of circular water worship.

Step 1. Escape. Step 2. Membership. Step 3. Go and go and go. Than step 6, 7, and 8 continuing to the unknown…

Maybe what is missing is the clear definition of the why. Not just a fluffy, whiny, wishful rant. Instead I need the mature, well thought out why am I doing this and what does it look like? Would it be measured in: number of hours walked, number of days workout completed, body fat percentage change, ability to get out of the kayak without help?

What would my tiny experiment look like? At a minimum, go once weekly for a month to West side and go once monthly to New Berlin for 3 months?

I watched Tim do an impromptu show-and-tell. Immediately I knew that I want Tim to make me an award medallion. I don’t know yet what it would look like or the circumstances for earning one. But can you just hand over a drawing or must you have all the parameters and specs of something written in a special 3D language code?

Moved post content to Bucket List.

Complete the entire book, Beyond Belief by Nir Eyal. As a book summary, three blocks of text offered…

Ask yourself

Attention

Where is your focus right now and is it aligned with what truly matters to you?” What have you refused to see about yourself, your relationships, and your life’s path because shifting your view feels uncomfortable? Could trying on the opposite belief reveal a portfolio of perspectives? Might one of those alternatives serve you better than the belief you currently cling to?

Anticipation

What future are you expecting for yourself and who decided that path? Are you holding on to pain needlessly? How are you letting fear color your worldview? What becomes possible if you expect discovery instead of disappointment?

Agency

What’s been holding you back? Are you letting life’s invariable chaos energize you or drain you? Are you taking action to change yourself and help those around you? Or are you waiting for the world to adjust to your liking? What is the one step you could take today to prove to yourself that you have more control than you think?

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Don’t have answers to all. I do know I don’t have a good grip on understanding giving self credit and embracing the meaning of success.

Today is a good thing / bad thing adventure.

I didn’t go to sleep last night. Instead I did multiple different projects and tasks on the computer. Most importantly I was learning how to better use Claude. There’s a desktop version and there’s something called Cowork. I had stopped my Journal Organization project for several months because I had become frustrated with uploading files that were too large for Claude to read and/or the quantity of files was causing my threads to become full.

Being exhausted at pet breakfast, I called in sick (emailed). Still haven’t slept. First, finding out how to use Cowork was exhilarating. I was discovering how I can tell the Desktop Claude where files are on my laptop and basically Claude and I could work on the same file together. However many hours later, after getting lots of productive progress, the happy dance came to a halt. There are continuous error messages to do what I had already been doing. Claude worked on some workarounds. I came up with some possible solutions. Nothing is working. Now it’s obvious that I’m tired and frustrated and basically teased into such a wonderful thing.

I’m 85% sure that I have discovered why Max is biting me. He has been biting me quite a bit less the last several weeks. Whenever he tries to get my attention, I have been purposefully moving the laptop off my lap and he then comes and takes that spot to sleep. It’s possible he basically was pissed at me for not allowing him to sleep on me.